very board and very very depressed

Will · Member

very board and very very depressed

ModernMonkey · Member

Meg, are you having a tough time?

Will · Member

yeah, bullying, stress... depression. normaly i can take it but i can't for some reason. it's bad too, having been eating much, lost half a stone in weight

ModernMonkey · Member

It isn't fair that a young person like you should be carrying all that pressure. I really empathise. *hugs*

jenna · Member

i hear ya girl! hang on in their. i know what you mean. i understand completely... tho i guess youve heard that before. i spent today contemplating and wallowing in self pity, coincidently also listening to the cure and placebo. i too have lost weight through lack of appetite, and not just for food - for life. ive had this feeling that death is the only way out of this horrible repetative cycle we call living. i often thought of suicide... maybe for me its just teenage angst, as im not being bullied - i hope that dont get you down, you need to know you are the bigger person! - but i sometimes feel alone and like noone cares and understands. BUT, then i come on here and suddenly i feel like i have great friends - i have other friends who i also love to bits - who understand me completely and are there for me when im on a downer. thats why im posting now, cuz i wanna repay the favour and comfort you! you guys all mean so much to me and i hate seeing you unhappy, depressed and feeling alone, cuz i know how horrible that feels. so please please feel better soon ... tho i know its not that simple. we can all get through this together! just to let you know im hear if you need a chat!

anyone gets down and needs a friendly chat, and you dont wanna use the forum or msn: my number - 07863303566

yeh, so lets both try and get ourselves together and get back to enjoying being alive. besides, if you dont live theres no brian - that gets me through alot.

sorry if that was a bit freeky, sentimental or scarily depressing.

i love you guys xx

Will · Member

same here, just give me a ring if your down. or just have a good moan on this thread call me on

07906336616

puremorning · Member

lots of hugs and love meg..
well.. I"m feeling ok now, but I've been like **** all week..
You know what's the wieredst thing? My friends are never here when I need them. I mean the friends I ahve here, in my town. They never call me or write when I'm feeling like ****, even if they know I feel that way....
Strange thing, isn't it?

Bloodline_Blue · Member

*shrugs*

Hey, you could be a guy. We get the same but we feel morally obliged to bottle it up while the dark void eats at your soul leaving nothing but a burned out shell of your former self capable of nothing but crying into your hands.

Hope you are ok.

puremorning · Member

who could be a guy? develop your idea

Will · Member

me too, i'm terrible for bottlening things up, but it comes out in anger most of the time. lately, it doesn't any more

Bloodline_Blue · Member

It was just an "it could be worse, you could be a guy" thing.

Though I'm not sure which is worse, not having had much experience of being female.

*wanders off in ignorant silence*

Hannah_Molko · Moderator

Aw Meg, you must be haveing a hard time, Bullying is such a hard thing to get through..and i meen, ive been bullied by several different people in my life time, verbal abuse usually, and i meen, i know that it may not seem that much..but it really hurts doesnt it?..people don't understand how much it hurts..but you know what, we can all pull through it, yes? we have to.

Will · Member

i think being shot hurts less, blue. your lucky, being a girl sucks at times. but i'm just going to walk away and just humor them. or do wot a certain molko would do, stick his fingers up and say something very insulting.

not a good option, i think just humoring them will work

Bloodline_Blue · Member

quote:
Originally posted by: Will
"me too, i'm terrible for bottlening things up, but it comes out in anger most of the time. lately, it doesn't any more"

Ah, it'll come out. God knows how but it will. That our it'll start to dissolve your soul. Both bad, latter worse.

Hannah_Molko · Moderator

If any of ya want a chat pm me

-- Edited by Hannah_Molko at 18:52, 2004-11-15

Will · Member

same here, i'm going to be more open about things since i've been doing it with out realizing. so PM or mail me if any of you guys want a chat or something

Hannah_Molko · Moderator

i would put my number on here, but some people form the public can read it..so if you want my number..PM me

puremorning · Member

fu*k my mother's screams again
damn... I'm trying really hard not to answer to what she's saying.. I don't even want to hear it. I dunno if she's screaming at me or at my dad... I don't want to know
DAMN IT

Will · Member

i'm good at ignoring my mum when she starts, have you tried that? it's not very nice when they do it tho

Hannah_Molko · Moderator

I just don't look her in the eye, she usually just yells in my face at how ignorant im being..but shes ok most of the time

Will · Member

mines ok when i'm ****ed off with her or something, but she has moments where she is cool. like...making me laugh with dirty jokes. or me trying to teach her them, but other times. she bothers me about how sarcastic i can be, to bad temptered. ha! she can talk, that's where i get it from

Hannah_Molko · Moderator

My mams lovly most of the time, so i have nothing to complain about

jenna · Member

my mum has her "i blame you for everything" moments. i hate that. mostly ok though!

Hannah_Molko · Moderator

quote:
Originally posted by: jenna
"my mum has her "i blame you for everything" moments. i hate that. mostly ok though!"

I think all mams have them moments

Will · Member

mine does, she blamed me for hiding her glassess. i didn't,she left them on the table, she blamed for loosing the remote, in my sisters room.

i get the blame cos i'm the oldest