I"m feeling a bit bored and tired.. but generally speaking I'm just fine... I'm bored cos I am sick of studying I'm tired cos I haven't slept properly in weeks and I'm fine cos i'm not depressd.. yet
I'm fecking freezing!!! I'm on my own while the 'rents are away and I don't know how to turn the heating on because it is set to a timer! arghh! I'm wearing sooo many layers ... *still shivers*
quote: Originally posted by: jenna "I'm fecking freezing!!! I'm on my own while the 'rents are away and I don't know how to turn the heating on because it is set to a timer! arghh! I'm wearing sooo many layers ... *still shivers*"
awww maybe you should get some hot chocolate and a blanket or summin
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your lucky im burning up ....im proabably sick... i dont care enough to do anything about it though i feel like this because of the people around me....."say something funny"they say.....im not there monkey
Im happy and lonely at the same time. A couple of my best friends have gone back to uni in Canberra, and most of the ones still in syd are working, and some of the ones that are not I have no desire to see. Oh well, I have a bday party to look forward too on fri night.
I'm happy for the play, it went out great!! , i'm tired because of the same thing..and also cause i have to study for my math test for tomorrow, do some homework and write some stuff for literature class....argh..
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Its the middle of the night so slightly cooler, yay!!! Been out drinking thou so feeling slightly intoxicated - if i go off on a tangent and dont make sense DONT WORRY!
sad, depressed, suicidigal, angry with myself and the whole world...... and wanting to kill my mother.... why? because she can get me down even when I want to be happy.... because she is taking away from me every small thing I like and care for... and.... maybe just because I'm too tired to realize what I'm saying here so I'll stop rambling
I feel that every day.. but sometimes It's just my imagination.. but.... now.. I sorta feel a bit angrier... and... confused..... and.. Id ont' know.. I'm just in a strange strange mod today
quote: Originally posted by: puremorning "I feel that every day.. but sometimes It's just my imagination.. but.... now.. I sorta feel a bit angrier... and... confused..... and.. Id ont' know.. I'm just in a strange strange mod today "
awww hun i get that, when it seems that everyone wants to put you down..my friends do it quite a bit, but i hope your feeling better soon. and don't feel like your rambling, we're here if you need help with anything.
and my mood is, well...tired lol..as usual
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"Vanish like a lipstick trace
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quote: Originally posted by: Hannah_Molko " awww hun i get that, when it seems that everyone wants to put you down..my friends do it quite a bit...
i hated it when they did that. it ****ed me off more than anything, but like han said. you can tell us anything. but it hurts more when your friends do it
Tired, alone. Wishing there were some way of ending the pain that seems forever a part of human life.
I hate that people hurt me, I hate that I allow myself to be brought to tears by them, I hate that I am powerless against a hot knife drawn accross my heart and I hate that I love the one who cannot help but do it. I hate that I have no ascape and that if there were, I could not take it.
I see myself quitting sometime, maybe when I'm older and less of a coward. Maybe then I will be able to stop the pain. Stop the feeling. Just stop, everything.
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I am the person with pain in his eyes, I am the person you never saw cry.
ANGRY im always angry hyper or happy AND JESUS IM ANGRY MY PRINCIPLE SUSPENDED ME FOR BEING "RACEIST" BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD HIM I DID THE DIFFERENT COLER FOR WATER FOUNTAINS IN THE MOD and then i told him i wouldnt do that because i was half black except i said a**face at the end of my sentence EXCEPT HE DIDNT BELIVE I WAS HALF BLACK BECAUSE MY SKIN IS SO PALE and then i got aia for photocopeing my face in history....i had too it so tempting so i did when my friend said they would pay
MY FACE OUR MONEY MY PAPER NOT THERE BUSSENESS
-you probably dont understand this post ......someone made one of the waterfountains in the mod for whites and the other worse 2 feet to the ground one for blacks-AND IT WASNT ME
AND I SLID DOWN THE RAILING ON THE SCHOOLS STAIRS AND I FELL AND HIT MY ARM REALLY HARD SO SCRATCHED MY WRIST REALLY BADLY SO IT LOOKS LIKE I SLIT MY WRISTS
ermm...i'm tired as hell!! all started since tuesday....the day the play was performed..i came back home and did all my ****in homework and went to bed until 4:30 and woke up at 5:30.... then on wednesday i didn't had much to do...but i just couldn't understand how to do an accountancy practice...until i called my mum....yesterday was our second performance of the play...and we (the actors/actresses and staff) were exhausted, we worked really hard and got very little time to rest a bit...and after the two performances (one at 9 am and the other one at 12 pm) we continued with our classes, and i had Math and Chemistry...and i was just fallin asleep on my desk ..that day i went to bed until 2:00, and right now...i'm still tired..but well, at least the play (which was more important than anything) went great, and i really enjoyed it, our teacher's trying to convince the director to let us perform the play during a month (well, every sunday)
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"Forget perfection; you'll never reach it" - Salvador Dalí
Im in a meloncholic mood. I dont know why - prob cos a range of diff stuff has happened with some of it bad and some of it good so i dont really feel one way or another.