I mean it, it got to a point today where it felt painfully blatant they still don't actually care about me. Why? I'll tell you when I know myself. Truth is, I would definately say I am a difficult person, but doesn't everyone have something to say about a negative part of them? I am loyally, caring, compassionate, considerate, trustworthy. I love making people I care about happy.
It is, however, thrown back in my face, I am plagued with caring emotions towards five girls which I have closely bonded with over 5 years. Five girls, so blinded by visualisations of their own beauty, talents, to notice there is one girl, that doesn't have much to offer, but man, she doesn't care because she cares so dearly.
Is it really too much to ask for appreciation? For once, can I get a striaght thankyou? One thankyou, striaght into my eyes, my eyes that are haunted with idyllic images of a group of friends I see, laughing, linking arms, ahving fun, because they are with eachother, they love eachother. And not themselves
awwww...... Hun ***big big hug!!*** Ok you want a thankyou?.. erm...i know its not in the eyes and everything but...
Thank you for being a really great mate and helping me when im feeling down!!!!!
did it make u feel the slightest bit better when you got all of it out? ot do ya still feel the same? aww...hun i really hope you feel better, i hate seeing my mates upset
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It always blows me away
You will feel better now.... it will all be fine.... I've been trough this so many times, but it worked out just fine... it willl for you too .. I'm sure
By chance someone I ahdn't spoken to in a while asked me if I need to talk about anything (on msn) I told him, he made me feel better, he even said he thought they were stuck up adn I'm different and special!!!!
Oh yes.. the banana I miss it so much.. We don't have any banans to send clo to cheer her up when she's sad!!!! Not fair, you kno... THAt lovely dance.....
this will make you feel better. i had two so called friends wgo spread round i was a lesbian, for futher notice it isn't true coz i liker bri and steve. so they can **** off, how are you now?