I just want to die now, to let it all go.. I thought I had a best friend, I thought I she was my friend.. I really thought she ws my friend. But you know.. I"m good when she's crying, I'm good when she needs a hug, I'm good when she needs to be comforted, I'm good when she needs someone to understand her.. then I"m the best. BUt when she's happy, and it's all fine, I'm no use anymore, am I?? NO, I"m not. when she's sad again, she knows I'll be tehre for her. You know how much a friendshiip values here? A book, a ****ing book. She diodn't talk to me 4 days, she didn't even say hi. She came in my class and hugged me and talked to me. After 10 minutes she had a puppy look on her face and asked me : DO you have that book? I felt tears in my eyes.. ****!!! i Have it and I"m going to give it to her. She left after that and didn't come back... is this friendship??????????? ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry aobu this, sorry, I don't know how much Imean from this, btu It sucks,... and I hope no one will fo thourgh this... I AHTE HER!!!!!!!
quote: Originally posted by: dub psychosis "...i haven't found yet what i'm good at....all my friends have already know what career they want, but i just can't....my mum is always telling me i'm very creative, that i should study arts or something like that, and i agree, but when i start lookind at all the stuff i do when i'm "creative", i don't think it's good......so i haven't found a real purpose for my life "
Let me tell you, I have freinds older than me (over 16) who still have no idea what they're going to do.
They're doing all the courses at college and stuff but really, they're still undecided.
I'm lucky I have an idea, but that doesn't mean to say it will happen for me, life can be so unexpected, so don't worry!!!!!
The Handmaids Tale... Yes i was quoting it. hell, its a good quote. Margaret Atwood is brilliant. so again... Dont let the ba$tards grind you down. they arent worth it!
quote: Originally posted by: venusvenus " Let me tell you, I have freinds older than me (over 16) who still have no idea what they're going to do. They're doing all the courses at college and stuff but really, they're still undecided. I'm lucky I have an idea, but that doesn't mean to say it will happen for me, life can be so unexpected, so don't worry!!!!!"
i kno, she's at collage. doesn't kno, thinking of being a teacher, she wants to be aboout five different things.
but as they say s*** hap;pens, i mean. i never thought i'd get to be good at math, i used to be crap at it. i'm improving.
for all i kno, i could be working in computers when i want to be a musicain. life is jut full of surprizes, like clo said
quote: Originally posted by: Will "when i end up a musicain, i mightent be famous, but i'll be doing it cos i love music and if i don't. i'll cry. not really, hopefuly i'll do that part time, i wanrt to work in computers"
Theres a list of things i'd like to be, a guitarest, an actor, a Music reporter, a author or a drama teacher..or at the bottom a Makeup artist. so i don't really know what im going to be yet, but i dont really need to right now do i?but i'd love to be any of the above.
Hey, if you become a famous rockstar meg, i might interview you or be your makeup artist hehe. or be in a band with you or summin
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It always blows me away
True, I'm off to join the Cavalry as an officer. No girls allowed in there but, being me, I'm sure I'll find some. Indeed some will probably find me.
I've been warned by an unnamed ex that I may be on the path to James Hewitt-ism. Yhough I rather hope not, I think one's girlfriend might have a few words to say on the matter..
-- Edited by Bloodline_Blue at 18:31, 2004-11-27
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