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Yes, I know not why but it somewhat scares me..



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Recent learning-curve has taught me a bit more about myself and my own fears.


I fear cowardice, I fear losing those who matter to me, I fear weakness, I fear letting myself cry, I fear my capacity to harm others, I worry about letting people down and I am scared of the future.


This is, I think, rather different from, and rather truer than, that which I first posted.



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well done franz. let it all out mate.

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"..let it all out mate.."
That would be the problem, I never really learned how to. Only the reverse.

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same here, comes out in anger or something.


but i'm terrified of loosing my freedom



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Ah, mais non...pas pour moi,


Pressure with me is generall directed inward, slowly blackening my soul and building a very gradual pressure. I'm rather good at just bellitling it and casting my worries to the wind but sometimes I get angry, though rarely.


Only three times in my life.


Once in primary school, once last year, once last week.


I shall spare you the details and say simply that it is fortunate that one's cool has not been lost more often than that.


 


Cold drinks help, Brandy or otherwise. And no Jenna, I've not had Brandy since Monday, so there. Worry not for my health.


 


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You are worrying me Franz... and not because of the Brandy.

Here *hugs*... I mean it. But, what with my intimacy issues, I am sure it will not actually occur (the hugging, I mean). Derryns probably better at the hugs... and sensible talking lol

xxjennaxx

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Vraiment confused..


..I am worry-worthy? Pourquoi?


(If it's that rumour about me apparently being female, it's untrue I tell you, nothing but lies..)


See yeh,


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"You are worrying me Franz... and not because of the Brandy. Here *hugs*... I mean it."

Pah, you sound awfully serious over very little. I somewhat suspect you are getting carried away. Hugs are perfectly welcome, naturally, however your worrying over me. That's just unusual and a smudge unnecessary.


Glad you care, but pleased that you have no cause to worry.



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who spread that rumor?


who ever did it probably a tit anyway



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"who spread that rumor? who ever did it probably a tit anyway"
*agrees with meg*

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hes only joking.. i think. i dont recall that rumour.

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even if he was it's true. people who spread things like that are brainless little idiots who are best humored and laughed at

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"hes only joking.. i think. i dont recall that rumour."

lol, you're right, I jest. no debates yet over my sex.


One or two about my sexuality, though anly among those who don't know me and have never witnessed my evil womanising (pseudo-womanising) ways..


..Chloe was never the same after that walk to the art cupboard!


 



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you and that sodding art room cupboard! when i was late for rehersals he told everyone that it was possible i was tied up in it! honestly... people will start to talk!

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oh that's lovely

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I know... He's such a gent' *coughs and looks doubting*

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i think him and my mate james would get on fine....

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Ah, but Jenna, what I lack in courtly manners I make up for in my style, flair and panache!


..well, not quite. Just leave me to my delusions.



*curses his utter lack of qualities*


 



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lol, love your use of vocab franz : panache! lol

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Psh, don't you "bless" me m'dear girl..


..especially with your cute inability to use a straw normally, I can't wait to see you try a banana. Good heavens..


How cute..


..bless.



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i don't get that

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apparently me drinking milkshake through a straw likens to a certain explicit act. though it is, as franz made a point of, more obvious when one eats a banana! lol!

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right...ok then lol

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ah, now i get it

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